Well Now, I read a newspaper ,"Hansori" which was made by our labor union.I am too shy not to speak, write by English. Because of this following, our Head of Editorial department said:

" I envy that Intern who graduated Havard University worked at Chosun Newspaper"

I think that he want our reporter to speak and write in English very well

But Now That woman who graduated Havard University want to work at Chosun Newspaper, as bad as Robot without right heart control this world.. I am proud of myself even I don't speak or write in English very well..

Time to work Now...

At Yesterday, I registered "Documentary film director" class at HanKyoreh Culture Center to make a building of baby's farm, kindergarten. I want to make a file about something... Oh I came a idea of some book into my head. That means is follow :

I learned about making a Hand notebook which making a paper ,making a notebook sewing own hand.And I will make a hand note book or buy a beautiful diary and Everyday I decordate it through attaching a photo ,newspaper or a magazine and a receipt and writing a short word or sentence and painting some scrabbles. I hinted about An Book "CmKm", which covered some guys who traveled each different nations. "Cm" means that guys's foot size(Centimeters) and "Km" means that guys's travel's distance (kilometers)
I like this book very much. I like that's guy's style ,Uhm, Life style. First of them,Jeong-Shin, went to Tokyo, collect a receipt everyday and write about the receipt,short feeling.. I like his style... And I copy it.

After getting Four diary (One is mine,Two is of my husband, Three is of my daughter, Four is of my son) of making or buying, I will fill a receipt,photo,painting and short writting... Someday I will give it into them..

I want to think of First step about expression of my mind...

Oh my Goodness~~~ I forgot about this blog. Last Month I had worked very hardly. I was busy.. and I arrived lately home almost every days. I was sorry at my two kids. But Now I thought that even much and fast a work, I will do it very loose hearts..

Last weeks My grand mother-in law was died . She died very comportable and her age was ninety-seven years old. Her two son was died

Time to get a ticket of concert.. Wow

From today, I will work very hardly, and I think that I will not write here until next tuesday. I am so sorry about it but I will come back happy heart and You will wait for me.... Thank you..

Time to read my e-mail and web site's statement...

Yesterday,In my blog, my daring husband wrote a comment in it. I think that I get a friend and loving husband, I admire him... He is very handsome ,warm heart,and smart head. No one that more lucky me .... I am happy now..

Time to work because today I have a lot of works.

Until yesterday I finish reading a book "My Life With the Chimpanzees"written by "Jane Goodal". That book was very exciting and interesting. I admire her very much. She is very courage woman. She has been a dream that somedays she would go into jungle at Africa for seeing and observing animals. Instead of not give up her dream , she has had a very hard work for solving current problem. She told us that if people did not give up their dream, somedays they will achieve it. ... In front of my desk, I attach her face of searching WebSite.

From Today, now I read a book "Mein langer Lauf zu mir selbst" meaning "I am running" written by "Joschka Fischer". He is a Foreign minister at Germany. He was a 116kg weight but after running for a year, he is a 75 kg weight.. now I am reading about his running and mind..

Time to work now.... Lalalalala

This Friday I must get a test for my English task. As you know, I didnot go into very well Web Site which have a English Class at on line. I worry about it but I cannot help it..Today I get a meeting with my program client of media selling part of our company. I think that she has many complaint about me because a couple weeks ago I mad a mistake her. I told her that she was married , not single, But She does not !!!!! In general ,I hate someone who told me rudely.. But I could not know it, which she does not marry.....Actually, I have a lot of works relation about her....Someone Help me !!!! please !!!!

Time to work and a couple hours later, I will have to meet her ...

Recently, I didnot write in English at here because that I had very very many works.At This week I met a woman who works at reporter Our Company and works at Female Part of a Our Labor union. We tallked about building a kids house into our company because of not here now.I think that it is a very very important thing that our company needs a nursery necessary.She said that That's good idea and let's do to build a kids house... She was a single who does not marry until now but she agreed that it needs at here.... I am happy that I am not alone for doing it... Time to work now because of night works

LaLaLaLa

Today, early in ther morning, I went to the Hospital "SeungDo". Doctor was ,like grandfather, very old. But he did watch my eyes very cafully. he was very sensitive and It was not me to scare or be surprised at it. He said It was "conjunctivitis" and seems like "iritis" and I must fall an eyedropper down into my eyes. I must go to the hospital Tomrrow because of "Iritis"

He was very kind and I was very warm at my heart ^___^

Time to work happily.... LALALA

Dear My friends..

I am very sick because of eyes-ache. All of my two eyes are very very ache. After I woke up I am now. When I awoke, I was suprised at not viewing well. I scared that I was not looked at all from now on. Now I didnot go to the hospital. My husband told me to listen to doctor. But I scare it... What do I do ? Time to work now

Yesterday I spoke a singer "Lee SeungKi" 's music video. This album have his remake songs which was a old women's sad. One of them, "Adio" was remake song, and original title is "A'ddio", song by "YangPa". It was very very sad song and her song's color is very deepest sturdy. and I liked it. Actually My song's color is very sturdy. It was very different between them. I like all of them...

Time to eat now.. LaLaLa.... I will stay at home after today until next saturday... because of Korean Thanksgiving day, Chuseok.

Yesterday I saw "Lee SeungKi"'s music video. That's story was very very sad and I was angry about it because woman was very bad and man was very good,woman used it. When I was a child, I thought that all people is good. But Now I am a thirth-four years, I don't believe it. Only a few people does it and I must protect them who I am loving now. I must protect my daring, family not to be sad.... Time to meet a meeting with other company's developer.. I scrare it but I don't know why..

Do I ever speak to you that I already study On-line English class support of my company.. What I now would go to English school twice in a week during this month was broken out because of that school changing their rules.. Instead of it, our comany give us Online Class to study of english . I like it very much. From today. I will listen to On-line's long sentence and write it here and translate it too..The most important thing is that after listening the long sentence, I write it here,translate it too..

Yesterday, I saw the romantic movie at City Theater,GangName,Seoul. That movie name is "Our happy days". But that story was so sad and many women cried during seeing it.I looked at the movie with my husband. That sad story was crying my heart and my husband too. It's actress is "NaYoung Lee" and actor is "DongWon Kang", They has a big sad eyes and past too. That story is follow :

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Now he is in the prison because he killed some people. He will wait for his death. He dislike this world and fear his death.His past is very very sad. He has mother but she left him and his brother. They went his mother but she dislike them and push at her life into deepest world. He has one brother but he is very sick and he died some cold winter days.He is taller and taller and old and old.. He meet loving woman. He and she are happy time and she has baby in her external womb and it will dangerous her and her baby. She must do a operation but they have no money........ and He killed someone who he don't know occasionlly.
Now he has no one.....

She was killed herself three times. she want to kill herself. Long long ago. when she was middle school student, she was raped her cousin brother. After being rape, she was cring at her mother but her mother was ashamed her daughter and told her " Don't tell anyone at all, Especially your brothers. Be ashamed of you"
Oh my goodness. It was crazy her heart and she want to die.

One woman and one man meet and understand their heart and love each other eventually. because man didn't go around anyware, she went to around anyware and she took a picture and gave that photo to him. He was very happy

But Oneday. He is died at prison and she saw it...

"Our happy days" is written at that photo...
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I think that young boy's life who lost her parent is so so sad. I must do that thing is happening not any more..

Today's homework is just one paper.."write a mail to apply for a water skiing instructor at Consultant" Is it interesting !!!! I like it because I like to write sentence with english and I like to speak loudly....

that is Follow :

"Dear sir / Madam,

I would like to apply for a water skiing instructor during this August.
I am 33 years old. I am a computer programmer , but during a summr vacation, I can teach other people with a water skiing instructor . Almost every years I have had it. I like to be with people especially ,children at oceans, Miami ,Balley and so on... I have a water skiing license.

I am available for an interview at only dinner time from 7 PM to 9 PM because during daytimes, I must work at Computer company with Programmer. You can cantact me on my cell phone .xxx-xxx-xxx

Sinceerely...

BeeAhn."

How about this? when I wrote this words, I like it very much...
Time to work now

Yesterday I went to the English School. As you know, I like it very much. But yesterday, my english teacher wants me to answer shortly, But I want to speak longer than it..Maybe for a long time after this month, he didn't understand my english sentence.. I think so, and He dislikes that I speak english's sentence...because my english's word or pronuncitation was very unformual and he didn't understand it..... I don't know about it,,But How did it? I don't speak very well and I want to be better than now.. I am sad about it.. Time to work now

It is cold today. It is a very heavy winds and a very cold temperature. I like this weather which It feels like a rain. I like a heavy wind and a heavy rains. I like a fall weather I like winter too..especially from September to December.. Because of snow and leaves... I like my long nectie which my law-in-mother made me.It is a very very beautiful. That satureday we, my husband,two kids,my mother and me, went to the aquarium. It was more fantastic that I think. My daughter liked it too.. Later I want to go there too... Time to work now...It was loose and I knock a nod.. and write now.....

I was late today. Almost everyday I think it too. I am a wife , law-in-daugher, mother of two kids, But I did do nothing about them. Even doing so, I was late everydays. I am shamed of myself, I am shamed of doing my work too. Too late come here my seats at my company, too late work my program's schedule or finish the ending of program. My senior and master are disappoint of me not to finish or to finish lately . I think so.. I don't know that they think too. Next time I will come here earlier and I will finish my job earlier.. I will do..

Today is a day which I go to my english school. It is very happy to me.I like to study , speak and write in English. My teacher is black man and came from Canada, He talk to us to earn money at Korea. He is very taller , maybe 190 cm.. Wow. and He wears glasses, sometimes during classes he takes off his glasses.
He asks us "What did you do in highlight on last weekend?" or "What are you going to do on this weekend?" At every times, he gave us same questions. And Today he ask me "BeeAhn,or ChangSuk What are you going to do on this weekend?" I will speak indistinctly "I will go my brother's home with my husband,two kids"..... Today I will prepare answers of that question..Follow

"I will go my younger brother's home as is usualy with me, At his home, My father and mother is there from last weekends. In real, they live at his hometown in Jinju city and sometime they go to Seoul city because of congratulation his three kids(my elder brother, me and my younger brother) of birthday or Chuseok which is Korea thanksgiving Day.This time they went here because of my elder brother's birthday last weekend and they stayed there Seoul too.
Saturday, We, are my parents,my husband and two kids, will go to the COEX at Samsung-Dong because we must go to the Aquarium until this month. I got half price three-ticket of Aquarium from my law-in-sister who married my husband's elder brother. She has a warm-heart and helps me very much..

Time to work now... later I will show you my today's Homework... It is very interesting ....

My favorite novelist is Ruise Rinser who was born at Germany. She has been a very hard time at 1940 ~ 1950 in prison where she was killed anydays. But I think that she overcome her fame ,she didn't forget in her time and she wrote it. I admire her from her live days to her dead now. I am like to understand her lonely life and empty love of people..Even I admire her but I didn't do anything that she like. Maybe she dislike me who do nothing to another only a complaint others.

Now I listen to radio I like it, Actually My best condition is listenging to radio or music during coding ,typing and talking to MSN's friend or husband. Now music of hearing from radio is sweet and great,, I will buy this music but now I don't know it. Later I will login in IMBC(www.imbc.com) and go around 'today's music paper' at Kim Kiduck's radio.I am happy now.. Time to eat a luch now.....Uhmmm Goodbye today...

It is time to lunch now. My son is better and better his cold. His headache isnot,But his body 's heat is coder than before catching cold . And I worried about it but doctor isnot business....Uhmm.. I dont' believe his words commonly,,, I want to believe it .. Yesterday I gave my program schedule for my boss, And After today's meeting, I start it ... For a long time , because I bore my son, I didnot coding a program and It isnot easy for me to skill it again But I like it very much. I think it is not a problem.. I think.... Uhmmm Time to have a luch. Goodbye

Oh my goddeness !!!! I am crazy now....What I must do my development schedule for my program until now isnot finish yet. At this morning I had a meeting with User who is now using my program, But one thing is not UI or Data or Schedule at all. Even I don't know what I had to do for finishing it. Now I go aroung WebSite here and there...Oh my god... Until Today. I have to give my master my development schedule...He will wait for it...But I have no idea about not finishing One thing.....God please help me....

Well, My son has been a sick after last weekend, until now. He has caught a cold and I was a hard time for him to endure. He is Only a seven-month after being born. I don't believe a Doctor's word because they was a very rude after taking a care about only a few minutes. How silly My loving kids of their careless hands.I always think that It is a belief for my hand to my sick kids better than doctor's it. And I believe that Don't eat to my kids is better than eat a drug when Kids has a heat on his head or catch a cold. If kid eat a drug only a cold, time after time,When he has a serious disease,drugs maybe will not kill his serious diseases.

But It was a only my thought, My husband and My law-in-mother don't think it. Never.. And My law-in-mother dislike me for kids not to take a drugs. She like to eat a drug herself and she belive that her Grandson and Granddaughter is willing to do, too. she dislike my thought.... I tired about taking over a drug and hospital from them. I didn't tell about it but I dislike their thought on deeply heart and didn't admire them... I cannot help it... Now....

Time to work now

Today I have been busy. At morning I entered to the Meeting which was a very important business, and From after lunch to now, I have been coding about Computer program. A Computer Program is a very happy thing for me to do. I like it very much.

Oh,, Yesterday, I went to English school and It was good to me more and more to fire my heart which I will study in english. Now how wonderful today!!! It will come to me that I will annource my data at Semina about Oracle.... I hope that it will finish very well.. I hope.... But Now Time to work.....I want to work harder and harder....

Yesterday I wrote with "Verdana" font. I like it very much.Today I will go to the English school at Jong-ro near "DeukSu-Gung' palace. I like it very much too. I like to meet my classmate,"Eun-Ha" and my teacher "Gorden", and I like to speak English though people(classmates and teacher) don't understand me, my strange pronunciation and sentenace with many wrong grammer. I will be better more and more day after. Recently book"One picture which is taken very well",writer's name is "Kwang-Jun Yoon", which read is written of "Enjoy taking a picture and take a picture which you want to" How wonderfully. Change some words, "Enjoy doing now and do what you want to " This class, I will speak my book and today's view at railway..Expect it ,,, But Time to work

Just a few minutes ago, I finished my lunch with my team."Seuleung-tang" It was a delicious food and we went a church and sat on chairs with windy and bright lights. It was a good feeling to me and it was awaked for me to work more and more actively. Oh forgotten, I have studied English at school during a month with helping our company, every Wednesday and Friday 7:30 PM. Last Friday, the First class and I was late and I was be with my kid.But out classmate were good and smiled at me and my kid. Our teacher,Gorden, black man and a good face too. I am a lucky man because my company and classmate,teacher. I will learned about speaking and writing English and I will have many friends too.. I will.....but Now Time to work.

Well,I am working for night, actually, I see my computer and am typing anytjng. I am a mother of two kids , wife of man and a daughter-in-law of woman.And so what ? I don't know about myself,this evening I heard a big shouting calls from my husband. I was being a gloomy day. I tested about English's speaking and listening level. I spoke a little response about every long question and I was Level 1.My company will have studied for me about 2 ~ 3 month. That was my choice of high level.But now I was a gloomy about it too.

Yesterday, I finish reading a novel ,"Am I blue?" , which is for homosexual people. This book is a very good and later I will be read my daughter, son for their identity and for understanding a different people who we think.

Always when I see over the window by my right side,I am happy to be there,is dancing a Big Tree of having many leaves because of blowing windy. How a wonderful is it ? Only be there, it gives me many delight..Baby too, after boring two baby, I didn't blame another people with little crime But I do blame people with big crime more than then. I will do anything for my baby. All parents do too..Thanks the tree, and Thanks my baby

Recently, Occasionally, I saw "Expression marionette"'s show who are dancing B-Boy, But their show is not popular and have story and beautiful music(it's music mixing of Amelie film). When I saw a first it, I surprise very much. what for ? I don't know, But Only I know, I want to dance now and someday I will dance B-Boy.... But how? I am a thirty-four years old...Uhmm

Today, I listen to radio of MBC's FM4U, suddenly I feel so sad. why does woman give to pain her honey,why do two lovers break ? what does he do to his honey,her after break out? I believe everything my brother, I believe that he will come out his pain somedays. But now he will tear his heart, and Even It is a difficult to see by him. Cheer up my brother, Cheer up Lebanon( this is a habit not to forget Lebanon

I am a programmer and now am sitting my chair for night work.Occasionally, I saw http://mazenkerblog.blogspot.com/ and feared about it. I and our daring family are living at devil world,some people died without hope , some people are living with hatred.please if God, see their tear ....