After Last Tuesday, I have been lost pounds my weight, for calling "Diet". I have eaten 2/3 amount lunch a day,1/2 dinner, I always eat my breakfast. I didn't eat anything between meals. I drink only one coffee a day,I always drink green tea all day.My Trainer is a junior of our department,Information Administrator Departmemt of B Company.His name is B. He lost pounds his weight about 10 kg for six-month at Last years. His body is good. He always tells me "You must do a diet. Be slim Please!!!" Whenever I eat another cookies,, He found me and He took my money 2000 won for one time. From now on, I paid one time...

It was short time the I ate my lunch today, But I am hungry now...

Here,Seoul, I am a wife of one man, mother of two kids ,daughter of some old woman and man, law-in-daughter of some woman. And I am a old friend of my favorite friend,"E", a senior of my loving junior,"C","D" and employee of my company. But I am a lonely feeling sometimes. Recently I am too. When I say a word at my husband with MSN Messenger, I feel that he doesn't understand me , my life style , rights and faults. He doesn't believe me. He thinks that I hurt his and his mother's heart.

I need a friend that she listens to me and agrees my words. But My favorite friend was a far far away.My favorite junior was very busy and has no time to meet me.

I am a lonely woman. I am a wife whose busband doesn't believe her words .

I need a friend to talk to me... Uhmm I must work now.

Happy New Years everybody who I love

From Yesterday to today I finish planning my year's schedule about my dream,diet,book,my daring daughter son and my lover, my mother father And I finish clean my desk at company. For a long time I wish cleaning my desk and planning my year's schedule, And now I am a happy heart for it.

This year, First,I will make my body slim-S line, And I will run everyday. After diet I will learn to dance B-Boy which I hope for a long time.

Well Now, I read a newspaper ,"Hansori" which was made by our labor union.I am too shy not to speak, write by English. Because of this following, our Head of Editorial department said:

" I envy that Intern who graduated Havard University worked at Chosun Newspaper"

I think that he want our reporter to speak and write in English very well

But Now That woman who graduated Havard University want to work at Chosun Newspaper, as bad as Robot without right heart control this world.. I am proud of myself even I don't speak or write in English very well..

Time to work Now...

At Yesterday, I registered "Documentary film director" class at HanKyoreh Culture Center to make a building of baby's farm, kindergarten. I want to make a file about something... Oh I came a idea of some book into my head. That means is follow :

I learned about making a Hand notebook which making a paper ,making a notebook sewing own hand.And I will make a hand note book or buy a beautiful diary and Everyday I decordate it through attaching a photo ,newspaper or a magazine and a receipt and writing a short word or sentence and painting some scrabbles. I hinted about An Book "CmKm", which covered some guys who traveled each different nations. "Cm" means that guys's foot size(Centimeters) and "Km" means that guys's travel's distance (kilometers)
I like this book very much. I like that's guy's style ,Uhm, Life style. First of them,Jeong-Shin, went to Tokyo, collect a receipt everyday and write about the receipt,short feeling.. I like his style... And I copy it.

After getting Four diary (One is mine,Two is of my husband, Three is of my daughter, Four is of my son) of making or buying, I will fill a receipt,photo,painting and short writting... Someday I will give it into them..

I want to think of First step about expression of my mind...

Oh my Goodness~~~ I forgot about this blog. Last Month I had worked very hardly. I was busy.. and I arrived lately home almost every days. I was sorry at my two kids. But Now I thought that even much and fast a work, I will do it very loose hearts..

Last weeks My grand mother-in law was died . She died very comportable and her age was ninety-seven years old. Her two son was died

Time to get a ticket of concert.. Wow

From today, I will work very hardly, and I think that I will not write here until next tuesday. I am so sorry about it but I will come back happy heart and You will wait for me.... Thank you..

Time to read my e-mail and web site's statement...

Yesterday,In my blog, my daring husband wrote a comment in it. I think that I get a friend and loving husband, I admire him... He is very handsome ,warm heart,and smart head. No one that more lucky me .... I am happy now..

Time to work because today I have a lot of works.

Until yesterday I finish reading a book "My Life With the Chimpanzees"written by "Jane Goodal". That book was very exciting and interesting. I admire her very much. She is very courage woman. She has been a dream that somedays she would go into jungle at Africa for seeing and observing animals. Instead of not give up her dream , she has had a very hard work for solving current problem. She told us that if people did not give up their dream, somedays they will achieve it. ... In front of my desk, I attach her face of searching WebSite.

From Today, now I read a book "Mein langer Lauf zu mir selbst" meaning "I am running" written by "Joschka Fischer". He is a Foreign minister at Germany. He was a 116kg weight but after running for a year, he is a 75 kg weight.. now I am reading about his running and mind..

Time to work now.... Lalalalala

This Friday I must get a test for my English task. As you know, I didnot go into very well Web Site which have a English Class at on line. I worry about it but I cannot help it..Today I get a meeting with my program client of media selling part of our company. I think that she has many complaint about me because a couple weeks ago I mad a mistake her. I told her that she was married , not single, But She does not !!!!! In general ,I hate someone who told me rudely.. But I could not know it, which she does not marry.....Actually, I have a lot of works relation about her....Someone Help me !!!! please !!!!

Time to work and a couple hours later, I will have to meet her ...

Recently, I didnot write in English at here because that I had very very many works.At This week I met a woman who works at reporter Our Company and works at Female Part of a Our Labor union. We tallked about building a kids house into our company because of not here now.I think that it is a very very important thing that our company needs a nursery necessary.She said that That's good idea and let's do to build a kids house... She was a single who does not marry until now but she agreed that it needs at here.... I am happy that I am not alone for doing it... Time to work now because of night works

LaLaLaLa

Today, early in ther morning, I went to the Hospital "SeungDo". Doctor was ,like grandfather, very old. But he did watch my eyes very cafully. he was very sensitive and It was not me to scare or be surprised at it. He said It was "conjunctivitis" and seems like "iritis" and I must fall an eyedropper down into my eyes. I must go to the hospital Tomrrow because of "Iritis"

He was very kind and I was very warm at my heart ^___^

Time to work happily.... LALALA

Dear My friends..

I am very sick because of eyes-ache. All of my two eyes are very very ache. After I woke up I am now. When I awoke, I was suprised at not viewing well. I scared that I was not looked at all from now on. Now I didnot go to the hospital. My husband told me to listen to doctor. But I scare it... What do I do ? Time to work now

Yesterday I spoke a singer "Lee SeungKi" 's music video. This album have his remake songs which was a old women's sad. One of them, "Adio" was remake song, and original title is "A'ddio", song by "YangPa". It was very very sad song and her song's color is very deepest sturdy. and I liked it. Actually My song's color is very sturdy. It was very different between them. I like all of them...

Time to eat now.. LaLaLa.... I will stay at home after today until next saturday... because of Korean Thanksgiving day, Chuseok.

Yesterday I saw "Lee SeungKi"'s music video. That's story was very very sad and I was angry about it because woman was very bad and man was very good,woman used it. When I was a child, I thought that all people is good. But Now I am a thirth-four years, I don't believe it. Only a few people does it and I must protect them who I am loving now. I must protect my daring, family not to be sad.... Time to meet a meeting with other company's developer.. I scrare it but I don't know why..

Do I ever speak to you that I already study On-line English class support of my company.. What I now would go to English school twice in a week during this month was broken out because of that school changing their rules.. Instead of it, our comany give us Online Class to study of english . I like it very much. From today. I will listen to On-line's long sentence and write it here and translate it too..The most important thing is that after listening the long sentence, I write it here,translate it too..

Yesterday, I saw the romantic movie at City Theater,GangName,Seoul. That movie name is "Our happy days". But that story was so sad and many women cried during seeing it.I looked at the movie with my husband. That sad story was crying my heart and my husband too. It's actress is "NaYoung Lee" and actor is "DongWon Kang", They has a big sad eyes and past too. That story is follow :

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Now he is in the prison because he killed some people. He will wait for his death. He dislike this world and fear his death.His past is very very sad. He has mother but she left him and his brother. They went his mother but she dislike them and push at her life into deepest world. He has one brother but he is very sick and he died some cold winter days.He is taller and taller and old and old.. He meet loving woman. He and she are happy time and she has baby in her external womb and it will dangerous her and her baby. She must do a operation but they have no money........ and He killed someone who he don't know occasionlly.
Now he has no one.....

She was killed herself three times. she want to kill herself. Long long ago. when she was middle school student, she was raped her cousin brother. After being rape, she was cring at her mother but her mother was ashamed her daughter and told her " Don't tell anyone at all, Especially your brothers. Be ashamed of you"
Oh my goodness. It was crazy her heart and she want to die.

One woman and one man meet and understand their heart and love each other eventually. because man didn't go around anyware, she went to around anyware and she took a picture and gave that photo to him. He was very happy

But Oneday. He is died at prison and she saw it...

"Our happy days" is written at that photo...
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I think that young boy's life who lost her parent is so so sad. I must do that thing is happening not any more..

Today's homework is just one paper.."write a mail to apply for a water skiing instructor at Consultant" Is it interesting !!!! I like it because I like to write sentence with english and I like to speak loudly....

that is Follow :

"Dear sir / Madam,

I would like to apply for a water skiing instructor during this August.
I am 33 years old. I am a computer programmer , but during a summr vacation, I can teach other people with a water skiing instructor . Almost every years I have had it. I like to be with people especially ,children at oceans, Miami ,Balley and so on... I have a water skiing license.

I am available for an interview at only dinner time from 7 PM to 9 PM because during daytimes, I must work at Computer company with Programmer. You can cantact me on my cell phone .xxx-xxx-xxx

Sinceerely...

BeeAhn."

How about this? when I wrote this words, I like it very much...
Time to work now

Yesterday I went to the English School. As you know, I like it very much. But yesterday, my english teacher wants me to answer shortly, But I want to speak longer than it..Maybe for a long time after this month, he didn't understand my english sentence.. I think so, and He dislikes that I speak english's sentence...because my english's word or pronuncitation was very unformual and he didn't understand it..... I don't know about it,,But How did it? I don't speak very well and I want to be better than now.. I am sad about it.. Time to work now

It is cold today. It is a very heavy winds and a very cold temperature. I like this weather which It feels like a rain. I like a heavy wind and a heavy rains. I like a fall weather I like winter too..especially from September to December.. Because of snow and leaves... I like my long nectie which my law-in-mother made me.It is a very very beautiful. That satureday we, my husband,two kids,my mother and me, went to the aquarium. It was more fantastic that I think. My daughter liked it too.. Later I want to go there too... Time to work now...It was loose and I knock a nod.. and write now.....